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Sunday, December 16, 2012

[I had a dream that you were dead]



I had a dream that you were dead
There lying still upon your bed
And in this dream I shed no tears
Though it culminated all my fears

I looked upon your pallid face
And saw in it not the slightest trace
Of the life that once had filled your eyes
Yet still from me issued forth no cries

I left with much dissatisfaction
As though disturbed by our transaction
The knowledge had not yet reached my soul
Your death had yet to take its toll

Days passed by, weeks, months, and years
I lived my life without thought of tears
For thus affected was my heart
Through tears of loss did not fall apart

On thoughts of you it did subsist
Though felt as though should not exist
My soul, my being, died that day
With your body was taken away

I shed no tears at your departure
Nor did my heart feel any torture
For when the life had left your heart
Mine felt it wise to soon depart

For though I lived, was not alive
Your heart had died and with it mine
I woke to find it all a dream
As real as life though it had seemed

And even though I realized
I rent the air with many cries
For should my nightmare e’er come true
I knew my heart would die with you

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Imaginings



I am reminded once more
Of the adverse effects of imagination.
My mind and heart are torn
By these dreams of my creation.

Better and worse worlds than mine
Present themselves in turn,
But each renders reality over time
A place I more frequently spurn.